Most Precious moments of our life can be remembered by pictures..
Deep down we all wish that how good it would be if pictures started speaking..
those sweet memories attached to them can be rejoiced once again..
Moments like Birthdays,first day in school,parents,friends,brothers,sisters,family..
TOGETHER..
Some of the Moments are so Amazing that i wish that God why dont i suffer from ammensia..Each day i wake up i'll wake up in yesterday..
but life isnt that easy..
Life means Moving On..
No no..God is not partial on anyone..its a thing which every human being..
small Or tall,young or old,black or white has to face..
thats Moving on...
last night i saw some old albums..
it was quite nostalgic for me..
i Wish i was a kid again..
Same old Average kid in 2nd standard with lots of friends and a loving family.. :)
At that age(which is considered tender),we used to do what our heart said..
but at 21yrs old i do what the trade analyst think is right for me..
lets get back to the topic..
Yeah pictures..
My Photo frame is a bit laggy..
Not that I am Complaing but all things i got in life were a bit delayed..
Picture 1 - in Frame - Me(a boy who thinks he got everything late in life)
1.At 7yrs old,i used to crave for actions shoes[jinme light jalti thi :) ] and also becuz of the fact that al my frnds had them..but i never got them..
2.At 10 yrs old,i wanted to go to my school in my cycle,cycling and chatting and racing but i never got the chance cuz i didnt had a cycle,and went to school in a autorickshaw..
3.At 16yrs old,Finally i had my Cycle(Topgear)..but all my frnds at this time were riding bikes,having fun and chasing girls... i finally after passing 10th got my kinetic honda.. \m/
4.At 21yrs old... I had Rebook shoes,a 180cc bike,a Car,a house,A LCD,A Computer,everything a boy can ask or wish for..
but at this age when its my responsibilty to take care of my parents..My Father left me alone..
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Picture 2 - In frame - My Papa
When my father passed,i realised that the things which i craved forcomplained for that i always get things when its a bit too late are only things..
I Love My father,will always love him..but it consumes me inside when i think of those days when i thought that i was a neglected child or my wishes are not getting fullfiled accordingly..
I never noticed that all everything i have today is because of my father.
He never complained to me when i failed in 2-3 subjects each time in school.
He never complained that i am an average student, an irresponsible child.
He never shouted on me when i used to chat late night.Instead he provided with everything which even my counterparts lagged in.
One thing he let me realise was that i was special to him and he loved me.
I wish once i would has lifted my soul from these menial things,misguider frnds and told him that i loved him and one day will be like him...
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Picture 3 - My future..
Today i am Placed in a reputed company..
Everyone is proud of me..
Those who turned there back on me when time was hard are appreciating me..
I have Became Responsible..
My Utmost priority now is not money,not big car,not a bigger bunglow..
Its Only My Mother.
I want her to never feel the absence of Papa,
But she is a strong lady,she wants me to secure my future and take care of me like iam still in 2nd standard.(aaj bhi mujhe maarti hai kabhi kabhi..)
And now at the age of 21 when i count,i feel so low cause for the things i complained that i got late in life are the things which i dont deserve in this lifetime.
I think i am one of the most luckiest person in this world who had everything in life afterall,The Greatest parents one could have :)
But Somethings in life are always left undone..
My father left as so suddenly and at that time when i was not with him..
I never had the opportunity to hug him sincerely and tell him how much i loved him..
If anyone of u read this post...
Think hard,the only thing for which we crave in the end is love not materialistic things.
Go and hug your parents and tell them how much you love them before its too late..
Now when i see the pictures i feel so comfortable cause it reminds me of time,the best time i had when i had nothing materialistic or expensive but had my heart which beated for my parents.
